Pulling a Kanye one month before I graduate with a bachelors would be the stupidest thing I could ever do. And readers, if you have read my previous blogs, you will see, I've made one too many stupid decisions in my personal life.
Of course dropping out and pursuing my life long dream to be a Hollywood star wasn't really on my "to-do" life list however, it really is just hitting me NOW and when I say now, I literally mean 5 hours ago, that I cannot be babied anymore. My butt is getting kicked out in the real world in 30 days whether I like it or not. This is a tough concept for me to grasp, and I am sure I'm not alone, however I am feeling very lonely at the moment because it seems to me that I am the only one feeling this way.
When people ask me, "so what do you plan to do now?" I can't BS an answer anymore and say, "I'm not sure yet, I still have time to figure it out." NOPE. WRONG ANSWER. DOUBLE WHAMMY.
DEE, get your shiiiiiii-cago together. NOW. I need some inspiration and a pint of ben and jerrys.
